regina spektor is blasting in my speakers...

And I'm uploading pictures to facebook. I feel like something is missing. It's fall, I should be wearing long sleeves and boots, yet I put on a t-shirt and chanks this morning. What is wrong with you, Miami?

I'm 99% sure my roommate is pissed at me. I finally got to sleep around 3am and she wakes me up at 8 to clean. I rolled over and went back to sleep. I'll take care of my household chores today, but there was absolutely no way that I was getting up at 8 after not sleeping for 2 days. I think her slamming my door and bitching at me was a good sign that she's mad.

Today will be the last of my Friday adventures with my monkey. She set a final date for the wedding, April 17. Just one more thing to add to the list of craziness that is the month of April. We're gonna look at some more dresses today and hopefully get some other stuff done.

Danny wants to hang out tonight. I don't know why, but it doesn't feel right. I mean, I'm absolutely in love with his light eyes, but I don't feel like theres a connection. I want more in a relationship than sex.

Maybe I've finally outgrown my sex for the hell of it phase?

I'm starting to miss someone from my past and I love talking to him. He doesn't think like other guys. He understands my insanity and doesn't think I'm that insane. He's a good kisser. No, make that GREAT kisser. He likes art and music and sushi and really good TV. He watches Top Gear because I told him about it. He makes me feel special and pretty. He makes a good vampire. Why the hell was I so stupid?

Sometimes I wish my friends weren't so critical and I wasn't so easily influenced. Damnit, Staci! Grow a pair and be your own person.

Augustana is singing 'Boston' in my speakers and it makes me want to take his advice. I think I'll go to Boston I think I'll start a new life. How great would that be? Theresa did it, I think I should too. One of these days, I'm just going to take off and start over in New York or Boston or San Francisco. I miss my best friend; we were supposed to run away to San Francisco together. He was going to work for some crazy computer company and I was going to go to The Institute for Advanced Study of Human Sexuality. I still have this awkward hope that one day, it'll happen. Even if I have to go without him, I will still go to the IASHS.

My puppy just fell asleep with one paw on my lap and she's snoring. Who needs a baby when this thing is so cute?